Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Evie being stressed = needing to write even though the writing sucks

Viola reached up to the top shelf and took down her carrier pigeon. The stool she stood on shook as she stretched her arm to reach the highest pearch. The grey bird churped happily and reached down to take the seeds from Viola's extended hand. Slowly, the girl convinced the pigeon to move off of its perch and onto her gloved arm.
As she pigeon sat happily on her arm, Viola wrapped a bit of paper around the pigeon's leg. She tightenned the string to keep the paper on and the pigeon twitched its leg, but continued to stand still, as its training had taught it.
"Now, listen closely, Hayley" Viola brought the pigeon in close to her face as whispered to it. It seemed to her that the pigeon cocked its head to listen to what it was being told. Her mother always told her to "Stop daydreaming about nonsense and get back to work!" whenever she shared her ideas with her, but she believed it nonetheless.
"Hayley, this is the most important message you've carried," Viola continued, "Even more important than letters to Papa when he's away. You have to take this to Waercyn and give it to Maria. She works in the castle, the biggest house of all of them. A hundred times bigger than our house. Can you do that Halyley? Can I trust you?"
Viola stared into her pigeon's yellow eyes. The pigeon met her gaze, and Viola was filled with the feeling that everything would be alright. As the pigeon lifted off her arm and disappeared in the direction of the rising sun, Viola relaxed, the first time she had been able to fully relax in two days.
Unfortuately, her peace was broken as her eyes drifted further south she saw the dust cloud that had first been sighted coming across the plains at dawn, when the light had caught the dust. Only know, the light not only caught dust, but shone off helmets and swords and tall spears.
The fear seeped back into her heart, and she ran out of the little hut in which the birds were kept and down the stair set into the hill.
"Viola, you get down here this minute!" mother called to her from down the hill. Her voice was nearly drowned out by the sounds of babies crying, cows mooing and birds squawking as the great procession of all the villagers came within our castle's walls. Young boys tied cows and horses to posts and herded pigs and sheep into makeshift pens. Chickens were chased across the yard, being caught and stuffed into cages.
Inside, the main hall was filled with whole families, parents watching children as they ran together in the empty space in the middle of the hall, grandparents dozing lightly on blankets on the floor, dogs and cats running around everyone, adding to the confusion.
"Excuse me!" my mother called out, striding into the center of the hall. "Excuse me!"
Viola put her fingers to her lips and blew, creating a long, loud whistle. Her mother gave her a disapproving glare -- whistling was not becming of a young lady -- but moved on, speaking to the crowd whose attention she now had.
"Thank you all for coming here, for your safety. We will try to make you feel at home as much as possible. Please, wait here until I have anything more to tell you. Oh, and one final thing, " she cast a look around the room, "if you could send one girl per family to help me, it would be greatly appreciated. Young boys, outside to help with livestock, please. Any able-bodied man, please, offer your sevices to my husband," she sighed deeply, "we need all the help we can get."
Viola followed her mother out of the room as the noise level began to rise again. Once they were out of the noisy hall, Viola's mother turned to her and stopped. "Can you wait here for the girls? Once they've assembled, meet me in the kitchen yard." she added crisply. She was in charge, hair tied away from her face, apron on, ready for anything. Always the piller of strength.
"Of course mother," Viola nodded, and turned back into the hall, to meet a growing group of girls, most her age, some a bit younger, not many older. Those around 16 or 17 were mostly already married, and had babies of their own to watch. These were the younger sisters, the ones not needed to help the family. As Viola looked into their faces, she saw fear. Lots of fear. It surprised Viola at first, but then she realized, her face was the same, under its strong exterior. The girls clung to one another, staying close for fear of... of what? There were no enemy warriors here. No one to threaten them. They didn't need to be frightenned inside the string castle walls. Nothing could get through the thick rock protecting them. That was what Viola had always been told by her father, when she had a nightmare, or was afraid of raiders inthe spring. "We're safe in the castle walls," he's say soflty, stroking her forehead, "Needn't be frightenned. Nothing can get at you here where you're safe."
Viola had always believed those words. Always. Even as she had grown into more of a woman and less of a young girl, she had held onto the idea that here was a secure haven. Here she was safe.
But looking into the scared faces around her, faces not unlike her own, a seed of doubt was planted, and Vila somehow knew everything she believed was about to change.

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Friday, May 27, 2005

Everyone wants Evie cooties...

Lauren, you have GOT to invite me again. Like, yesterday.

After school, I had NOTHING TO DO. I WAS going to babysit, but they cancelled, so I had free time. I was very bummed that I would have nothing to do, but then, Lauren invites me to Phil's house! (She can do that, being his girlfriend and all) The whole point was to play DDR, and play we did. Guests there included, me, Lauren, Chris (who is WAY too at home in Phil's brother's room) and Geoff. I had an awesome time. Yes, I can hear you all going "awwww" from here, so aww away. Especially Lauren. I can hear you loud and clear.

I have my riding tomorrow, and I'm really excited. More excited than I've been in ages to go to my riding lesson. I've been having confidence issues, but it's getting better. So that's great.

After riding, I am off to Dovercourt to wait til my mom is done her Pilates class (11-12:15). Geoff, living close by, said he'd drop by, so I won't be bored.

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

"What are Leaky and Ellen doing at my house???"

Strike day!

The school board support staff went on strike on wednesday, or were going to, so they cancelled school (since it would be unsafe, or something).

That day was a good news then bad news deal (and vise versa).

The Good News: No school! Therefore, I can have a sleepover with Avery
The Bad News: She's not in the mood for one.
The Worse News: I have to be Ellie's cruise director for a day.
The Good News: I can still sleep in...
The Bad News: I woke up at eight.
The Good News: Avery is home so I could harass her by calling her on the phone multiple times!
The Bad News: She doesn't like being harrassed.
The Good News: She finally lets me come over so I have something to do!
The Bad News: We had to walk the cat.
The Good News: Ellen and Leaky looked up my address in the phone book and showed up at my house.
The Bad News: I was at Avery's.
The Good News: Avery live around the block from me.
The Bad News: Not sure how my mom will take my crazy friends showing up.
The Good News: She's fine! and we all go to the park to swing on swings and scare the little kids... (Leaky...)
The Bad News: Avery had riding and I had a hair cutting appointment, so everyone had to leave.
The Good News: I can see past my fringe again!
The Bad News: the strike was called off
The Good News: I could go to school the next day and see everyone!

So that was my day.

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Monday, May 23, 2005

My rules

Here are my media fast rules:

1. No TV, except for the news during dinner, SO I can eat with my family.

2. No fashion magazines

3. No radio except CBC.

4. No computer, except for homework, and free time from 9-10pm. (i.e., limiting my comp time)

5. Movies only on pre-scheduled occaisions (Friday Night Special, Spagetti Night, Mackenzie's Birthday Party) not watching movies for something to do.

6. Me more aware when listening to music. Think, do I really want to listen to music specifically, or am I just doing it for something to do?

They start tomorrow, Tuesday, May 24th. Any support is welcome and greatly appreciated! Thanks!

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Comstock Countdown: 48 days

Wow, did that ever sneak up on me.

And it still hasn't really hit me. In under two months I will be again Indy, as I have been waiting and hoping for all year.

I'm excited, in my head... but I'm not acting like it. I'm not feeling it. It's like I need to shake my head really hard and say "Wake up! This is what you've been waiting for!! BE HAPPY!!"

I cried tonight, on AIM. I haven't done that in quite awhile. Apparently this whole me-worrying-about-losing-you-guys thing is really getting to me. I don't really want to bug you guys about it, lest I seem childish and you remember I am but a lowly freshman and wonder why you still talk to me. I've been wondering that myself lately.

Just as a little poll, how many people out there (I'm asking mostly the Canadians here) know about Belinda Stronach crossing the floor? I mean, I would seriously like to write a post about it, but I don't know if anyone would read it...

Tomorrow is Victoria Day. I have to spend the day doing summatives. I know, it sucks. Tomorrow I also start my Media Fast, I think. I haven't been to the Met since the middle of last youth group meeting, so I don't know if there is a sheduled beginning to this media fast thing... Maybe it starts June 1? I don't know. Wow. It'll be hard not to watch TV or Movies or listen to music once school is out... I don't know if I can cut out music. TV is hard enough. And I need my music.

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Sith happens.

Long time no post.

Kind of. It feels like a long time. A lot has happenned. So:

My week

Monday: found out my pencil case was still missing with all sorts of important stuff in it.
Tuesday: ate lunch with Ave and Geoff on a bench. Became the center of a "juicy" piece of gossip that is still going strong.
Wednesday: Missed Studco meeting because I was eating lunch with Geoff and Ave and others (oops :P). Youth Group at the Met(ropolitan Bible Church). Bring your parent night with lots of free popcorn while we watched a movie about the media, and thinking about what you are watching/reading/listening to. The challenge: to go one month without movies, music, computers, TV or magazines. I know. I'm not cutting out the computer completely, (I'd miss you guys way too much!), and there are a couple movie dates coming up but other than that... I'm going to do it. I'm going to try really hard. Any support you guys can give would be awesome. It's going to be hard.
Thursday: Had an ok lunch hour, but was without a back rest. Went to musci night!!!
I was at school from 7 o'clock until 11. I was done playing cello at 8. Stayed and hung out in the hallway out side the makeshift "practice rooms" (english classes) with the other bands that still had to play. I was pretty much the only grade nine there. Enoch game me this "What are you doing here?" look when I walked into the wind ensemble warm up room with Geoff. Lilly (a french horn player, like Geoff) kept trying to, what she called, serenade us with her french horn (she apparently knows 'Can you feel the love tonight' but I couldn't hear it).
I kept getting asked by grade tens if I was "geoff's girlfriend". People, once and for all, NO! ... not right now, anyways.
Best line of the night was from Leeky, as we were all commenting on how the accumulated body heat of the musicians in one room was making the temperature rise. Leeky [to me]: It's getting hot in here. You should take off all your clothes." It's funny coming from the harmless, gay guy. He's awesome.
Friday: went on an awful french trip all day. So boring. awful. Lauren left to hang with Phil. I SO should have gone with her.
Saturday: riding lesson. It was a good lesson. I'm starting to improve on my jumping stuff. I need to stop over-thinking it. We also did the awesome "shorten-your-stirrups-five-holes-and-spend-the-entire-lesson-standing-in-the-stirrups. My ankles are shot.
SAW SITH!!!! Awesome, awesome, awesome. I don't care what anyone says. It was amazing. I have to see it again with someone who won't laugh at me for crying. The kid next to me (who need a booster seat to see over the chair in front of him) kept looking at me like I was crazy. I kept thinking yelling thoughts at the screen, willing things not to go the way they were, but knowing I couldnt do ANYTHING. I started crying at the order 66 part and was crying off and on after that.

So, yeah. My week.

On a broader note, I read Sarah's OMAS post and nearly started bawling. Not jsut because of what she said, but mostly because I realized that all you guys are moving on. Next year, you'll be filling out applications and picking universities and getting ready for life in teh real world. And I feel so... left behind. I know it's selfish, and silly. But I feel like I'm going to lose you guys. It would make sense, I mean, you'll be dealing with different stuff, and growing apart seems inevitable... but it makes me really, really sad.

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

"Yes dear. Please don't hurt me!" ~ Geoff

Okay, who wants to hear about my trip to Montreal with my french class and part of the grade ten french class? I know at least one person does, so I'll go ahead.
On friday I woke up at 5 (yes FIVE) am. Seriously. I had to be at my school at 6:15am. By the night before, I had canker thingy on my tongue and heartburn from stress. But when I arrived at school, my stress melted away when I saw my friends standing there. I went and joined them.
FINALLY the lazy teachers showed up. We all got on the bus... except we had to wait another fifteen minutes for stupid Evan who lives close to the school and figured he didn't have to leave his house until the time we were supposed to be leaving. *Eye roll*
I dumped my stuff in a seat next to Yan, but ended up at the back of the bus with some grade tens I knew sort of. We hung out with some of the smae people, who I'd see them around. Plus, I knew I'd never learn anything hanging out with the grade nines, who would never shut up ever. So I moved and sat with them (Lauren, Alex, Ilana, Anu and Geoff.) The six of us hung out all day.
There was this running joke all day, about me and Geoff, how I was the abusive husband (since I can be kind of bossy...) and he was the submissive wife. All the grade nines kept saying things like "Dude, areyou guys actually dating?"
We walked up Mount Royal and wlaked around old Montreal, and went to Point à Callière Museum, which was so cool. Shopping at Fairview rocked! I bought uber cute shoes at Old Navy for six bucks. Yay for dragging the guys around Old Navy. They got so mad that Lauren and I wanted to go to Winners after, so they left... but returned after 5 minutes. Geoff wanted to come back, apparently.
I tried to sleep on the way home (I was tired!) but, of course, everyone kept taking pictures... *eye roll* We're not a freak show, people!

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Monday, May 09, 2005

"What my underwear ever do to you?" ~Lindsay

Lately, I am bearing an uncanny resemblance to a tomato.

First show of the season! Wow... It feels like just yesterday the awards banquet for LAST season was held. And now we're back.

The show was fun. This year, Huntleigh has walkie-talkies; Liz, Gill, head groom and ... there's another one (help me out, Ave!) maybe Ron? They are quite helpful... especially if Liz keeps hers on.

The Huntleigh girls did so well. Amy was freaking out SO much, and she ended up as reserve champion of her division! (which means second best over all out of the division). And first was Tommy. So that's awesome.

Diane has a sunglasses burn, Lindsay had a T-shirt tan, Amy was surprised by a burn on the backs of her hands, and I got an AWFUL tank top burn. Bright red. Thank you thank you thank you Lindsay for helping with my back, so I didn't get burned there. I didn't do my front well, and not my neck/chest area is burnt, as well as my shoulders. I'm all crispy.... *whines*

We had a myth test today. Three of the questions asked "If I wanted ___ which god should I pray to?" and Kirsten and Lindsay and I fought with Mr Chang about it, with the whole, against our religion thing.

In closing, I must depart, to catch up on homework. Busy weekend!

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

God's mind is in Our Town!

^Like my pun? :P

I saw Davis's play tonight. Besides the fact that I could count her lines on one hand, she was awesome. And now we have tons of blackmail *whistles a sailor song*. Between acts, Samantha and I were dacing the salsa and the marengue(sp?) in the aisle.

Why you might ask. Well, here is my day. It should explain.

Today was Spanish Field Trip Day! I wore my flowy skirt in honour of it (you'll understand why), but unfortunately ripped it first period (I heart you crazy lady in the office who randomly keeps a baggie of safety pins!).

So after second period, which was fun and cookie filled, I met Davis and Alan and Sam(antha) on the mall, along with all the other spanish students. We then walked to Pancho Villa, and ate spanish food. It was SO yummy. Alan and I are fatties :P.

After, we sat around in the caf (all the spanish students) waiting for the teahcer to show up. The dance teacher. We then learned... (ready for it?) the salsa and marengue!!! It was SO fun! Yeah, Arthur can't marengue, but he does an ok salsa (for a guy :P). Sam taught me the merengue later.

I sprinted to English with Louise, to get last-minute review for the myth test, but it ended up being postponed. *eye roll* You could have told us that before, Mr Chang. AND I missed the explanation of Tale fo Two Cities chapter 1, which I REALLY needed. urgh.

Also, I discovered, Josh can marengue! Josh, I am forcing you to marengue. I'm sorry, you must, just to prove you can. If Arthur can stumble along, I'm so sure you can. I fully have Avery, Davis and Alan to help force you :P (Sam too!)

Finally, we all love you Davis! And PICK UP YOUR FEET!

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